Phew

Really, I dont know how to start blogging. It feels like so long already. So I got transferred to site on 2nd January 2019 until further notice. Which I doubt I'll be back in the office. Which also, I think its time for me to move on. Move on to finding new job. Because I want to proceed for my Professional Engineer and I think being in main contractor company wont be much helpful in my journey. And also because its my 3rd year in this company and I dont feel like it, if you know what I mean. I am just not 'feeling' it.

Its only a month but it feels like ages already. I now have to assist for Document Controller work and also still doing M&E work. Which means I have to do documentation and all. Which includes doing Progress Report, updating work progress using work program and all. Its a whole new experience for me. And I'm grateful. But its also so tiring. Things are moving so fast, (or late) I just cant differentiate. Work is so much. You know, being at site, everything is urgent. And I went back home feeling so tired. And my increment sucks- one of the reasons why I wanted to find other jobs. The only perks would be my working hours is Monday to Friday only. Which is one of my main concern too. Since I gave birth, I think working hours would be very important. I wouldnt want to be working on Saturday, full day even. I would be super tired by the end of the week and get nothing done. Especially now I have a house to manage, a son and husband to cook for. Husband was very excellent though. He helped much with the house chores and even managing Harris. Wonder why I get so lucky. Well, also the reason he's obligated to clean the house more often is because Harris keep trashing the house and I just couldnt handle to see the mess. He keep taking all my tupperware, milk bottle and plays around with it and I can say that what's left is not much. There's always something missing. His toys wont keep him long distracted. So yea, he would disturb me while I'm cooking, while the phone is charging, messing around with everything. And I dont want my tired self gets in the way from me spending time with my little family.

Also this week I've been busy with progress report so I spent quite some time during the weekend completing it. Which I know I should manage my time better. Doing the progress report is a group work thingy so and yea, I've completed my part by Friday but since I'm the one that needs to compile and email out, I have to wait for others to complete it.

But anyways, I've been quite busy at work and havent got the time to be on the lappy for quite a while (but its not even a month yet?!). I've been lazing around at home today. And it feels surreal. So yea, having the mood to keep you all updated (haha as if anyone wonders where I've been). And even now, waiting for our McD delivery to arrive. Its been an hour though. I feel like blog walking but we'll see if my sleepy self could keep up because I'm starting to yawn and teary-eyed right now. And tomorrow's working day.

Damn it I'm starving and where the hell is that McD delivery guy anyway?!

Okay, thanks for reading my blabber of updates. I hope I could maintain the momentum of working and blogging. Hahaha.

Wasalam. Love, Nina M.