After 2 years of unemployment, Alhamdulillah, I finally got a job. For the past 2 years, I havent been exactly seeking although was hoping for a job. I was becoming a bit choosy for jobs I'm applying since I already have two kids and doing business was kind of not one of the best option for me at that time. It was a long wait and that one day I was having a thought, googled, saw an opening and immediately applied. Got the interview, prepared myself for it, and now, I am employed. I am now a UTM lecturer, and going to teach diploma students. I am stationed in UTMKL and starting my first day tomorrow.
It was too much of information for me to actually tell because honestly, my 2 years havent been easy. I've been dealing with many things, mentally, physically & financially that remembering my journey is becoming a bit blurry. It was a painful journey. I hope that when I'm ready, I will be able to reminisce and not having a single regret over multiple things because acceptance is never easy for me. It was a vicious moments for me.
As for right now, I just want to focus on tomorrow and many more days coming and try to take things one step at a time. I know being a lecturer means you gotta revise all those lessons you had for the past 10 years and I wasnt a bright student back then. Engineering wasnt an easy course either. But I believe this is a process and I will learn along the way. In sha Allah.
Wasalam. Love, Nina M.
