WHAT AM I DOING IN THE OFFICE

ITS RAYA AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DIDNT APPLY LEAVE ONE DAY BEFORE RAYA. IM TYPING THIS WITH CAPSLOCK ON BECAUSE IM MAD AT MYSELF. CURRENTLY MY SIBLINGS IS TAKING CARE OF MY SON BECAUSE KAKNA IS ON LEAVE SO YOU KNOW I COULD JUST TAKE EMERGENCY LEAVE AND JOIN ALL THE COOKING SPREE AT HOME FOR RAYA TOMORROW, BUT I DIDNT!

HUSBAND IS WORKING TOO TODAY BECAUSE HE HAVE WORK TO DO AND IM NOT BECAUSE I REALLY FINISHED OFF MY JOB A WHILE AGO AND I HAVE NO INCOMING LETTER OF HAVE NOTHING TO DO AND NOT IN A MOOD TO DO ANYTHING BECAUSE I WANT TO RAYA, BUT WHY I DIDNT TAKE ANY LEAVE? BECAUSE IM SAVING MY LEAVE FOR SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT SINCE THEY MADE US TAKE COMPULSORY LEAVE DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR AND I DONT HAVE MUCH LEAVE YET. AND BOSSSSSS REALLY, YOU DONT WANT TO GIVE US 2 STANDING MUSLIM LADY TO GO BACK EARLY KEEEEEEEEEEEEE BECAUSE I WOULD LOVE YOU FOR THAT.

OKAY IM JUST NOT IN A MOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT RAYA. AND SAD TO SAY, IM SO SADDD BECAUSE I FEEL SO AT LOSS DURING RAMADHAN AND GOD WILLING I WILL MEET NEXT RAMADHAN IN SHA ALLAH.

SO CURRENTLY WHAT AM I DOING IN THE OFFICE? WORK. BUT NO WORK, GET IT?

SCREW IT. I MIGHT TAKE A HALF-DAY THEN.

BOTH OF US ARE JUST NOT HAPPY. ITS ACHING BEHIND THE SMILE.

SALAM AIDILFITRI GUYS. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

WASALAM. LOVE, NINA M.