Looking back

I went through all my posts from 2012, 2013, 2014. I started blogging back in 2009 (for this blog), I think. And nope, that's not the first blog posts. I have another blog, a more childish blog to be exact signed up under this email. And that another blog, the first posts was in 2008. During SPM trial. I was in boarding school. Everytime I went home, I definitely will update my blog. Goshhh how I fancy blogging back then, still am! Hehe. Around mid 2009, I started another blog, which is this ninamufid.blogspot.my and still ongoing.

Looking back, really, damn I was really immature. Well now not really mature pun. But still. Hahahaha.

You know, this blog has been my kind of place where I spill everything. From all kind of angry posts, to lovey dovey ones. Too many people mentioned inside here, but no names. Just me, reading it, well I definitely remember why I posted it in the first place. Hahaha. Its very funny... Seeing the old amalina and how I moved on. I guess?

2009 was me in form 5, taking SPM. I think I started binge blogging after SPM. My parents wont allow me to work, just a simple posts of me writing of my driving class, exams whatnot. Its soooo funny. My bowling story. Hahahah everything. In 2012, the year I started university taking diploma. Which I did mention Firdaus Shakirin (my husband) and 2013, the year we broke up. All the patah hati kind of posts. He met someone else, me also. But things just doesnt work out. And me, suffocating. Friends ignored me. Wow, time flies....

2014, the year I pursued degree in JB. And me and Firdaus meet again. Bla bla bla, and now we're married for almost 4 years now, with a baby named Harris. Goshh.... My ex-boyfriend 2 times!

Kalau dah jodoh, tak kemana.

Totally true, applies to us. Hahaha. If my baby Harris asked me how we met, I surely dont know where to start. During diploma years or degree years.Well Harris, what's important is to move on and see where it'll take you. And never lose faith to Allah.

I love being the childish, random, bubbly Amalina. Where I paint and doodle in free time. I love beaches. I love brisk walking. I love to make arts. I love everything neat. And I love colors & color coordinated.

I guess I am liking my life now. Looking back, how I've changed so much. Its up to me, how I fill my life, how I paint it, I make do. And be happy. Always. And manja. Hehe.

I want my baby to look at me and be proud that I am his mother.

Gosh. I sound so old now. Kbye. Hahahah.

Wasalam. Love, Nina M. ♥