2018

Its a new year for me being a mother. And am I excited? I dont know... Being a mother is fun! Being occupied is fun! I dont know why, but I am enjoying every moment. Does 2018 mean anything to me? Honestly, no. I am currently aint thinking of any new year resolution what not since its kinda, ermm unimportant? But I have so much on my list. And definitely looking forward in achieving it in sha Allah.

1. My baby's development. Its soooooooo fun and happening seeing my baby grow. I mean, I've never felt like my life so full with accomplishments and I think being able to be a mother is a definite achievement for me, no? Hell yeah it is! Its a fun ride. Coming home from work to my baby and all I wanna do is cuddle and kiss my baby endlessly! I mean, alternate with chores. But seeing my baby grow, getting chubbier each day, is definitely a blessing.

2. Getting a house. I am in a middle of applying loan to buy a house. And I really am looking forward for it since, yelaaa sampai bila nak duduk rumah family lagi now that I already have a baby. And I am soooo excited to being able to be independent. That means cooking for the family, doing all house chores all by myself along with husband helping etc. One thing about me, I love chores. I get bored of doing nothing. So its a plus point for me.

3. Getting our small family insured. I am planning of getting a family insurance. Just in case. Like Harris's case before. And also, make a better financial planning. Investment etc. For the old days and for Harris's future.

4. Focusing on skincare. Truth to be told, I am not a make-up person. I rarely do make-up. Only during weddings and times when I need to be so cantik. But make-up is tiring. It also makes me sad. Why? Because everytime I wiped off all make up, my face returns back to being dull and ugly, full of ice picks, scars, blemishes etc. So...... I hate make up. Its temporary. Therefore, I am now focusing on my skincare. I'd rather spend so much on skincare just to make my face so pretty inside out. And yes, after confinement, my face and skin has become better, and I am planning of maintaining this. Hence, less oily foods, sugar, and drink plenty of plain water. Also, I need to watch out on my nutrition since I am breastfeeding my baby fully, alhamdulillah up until now, my breast milk is still sufficient for my baby and I dont need to opt for any milk formula. And I am planning on maintaining this up until my baby is 9 months+ So skincare is a must!

5. Be a better wife. I've been so terrible to my husband lately and I am tired of arguments and having to masam muka whatnot so I know its all my ego and also husband's weird habit I cant stand with. Therefore, I am devoted to make my marriage the happiest. Therefore, I have to change for the better. No more insulting, shouting etc.

Pretty much sums up what I want to achieve. Not within this year of course.

Wasalam. Love, Nina M. ♥